She would look up at me

The night feeds, they can be a struggle when you're sleep-deprived, but it will be all worth it when she grows up, and she's nice and healthy, and she's had all that milk to help her grow. I just wanted the experience of being able to breastfeed her, even if it didn't last that long, or if it wasn't something I wanted to do after I even tried it once. I would definitely do the breastfeeding bit again. Maybe try and do it for a little bit longer.

It was just nice being able to hold her and know that we've created her, and she's the best thing, and that she's really precious. I just loved it whenever we had that moment together, and she would just look up at me. I just felt like there was a bond, like we were bonding.